The last couple of weeks, I have been going through a sort of soul search or rather trying to balance myself emotionally. I still haven't figured much out yet, however, there has been a little bit of clarity. I remember, when I was in High School, I was so sure of what I was supposed to become and where I was going. However, there were some significant events in my life which made me lose my path. I haven't really found my path since then. I've been kind of coasting.

Now that I've been single for a year and a half, it has been more clear that I've allowed things to cloud where I was supposed to be headed. I used have so much drive and ideas, now I'm struggling to figure out where it all went. All I know, I am working towards a goal and I'm almost halfway there.

What I need to do is find a balance between who I used to be and who I am now. Also, what I need to do to be truly happy. That is my ultimate goal. I know the things I want. I just need to get out of this rut.