Coincidently, when it comes to figuring out to post, life usually hands me a lemon. In this case, I was binging on How I Met Your Mother (for the second time) and I came across this episode where Marshall is told he's the "reacher" and Lily is the "settler" in their relationship. Of course, there's a funny plot twist where Lily eventually gets jealous of Marshall when he's kissed by a beautiful woman who she ends up knocking out. Around the same time, I was talking to a friend of mine regarding his latest conquest. He has been adamant about not having a relationship. He had been married then in a long relationship before moving to his new town and had no interest in getting serious with anyone else. Let's just say; my friend looks like John Cena. He is attractive and motivated but has no interest in settling down. The woman he started dating is very well off but even after his plea to not get attached, she got attached. She is the reacher because she was trying hard to change his mind or impress him so that he would settle down with her. This is a classic case of a settler and reacher.

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During my time dating, there was a long period where I had no interest in settling down or getting married. Yes, I might have had a boyfriend in my early 20s but marriage was so far gone out of my mind, I had no plans to do it until I was ready. Like my 30s. At that time, I dated a lot of umm "mimbos" (really good looking men with no intellect whatsoever). I think it was a conquest for myself because I considered myself an ugly duckling (Insert horrible 90s school photo here -Thanks James!).

When I discovered hair gel, mousse, makeup, and tweezer, I found I could use my intelligence for my benefit. Bring on the handsome men! I didn't commit to anyone of these people because I didn't want to be the settler.

After a while, and my ex-fiance, I realized that I didn't want to go down that route anymore. I was 27 and finally ready to realize that maybe I should find someone. I now became the reacher. The men I did like, I tried too hard, and the men who were not smart just turned me off. I remember I dated this guy with a gold grill. I couldn't bring him around my friends. When he told me he was falling for me, I freaked out. How did this happen???

I realized that even at one point I was reaching for someone who wasn't even my type. I learned that the mental connection was all that I needed. It was my love language, quality time. Regardless, he was a commitophobe, and that didn't work out in the long run.

After watching that episode of How I Met Your Mother, I started to wonder if I was the settler or the reacher in the relationship. I think at this point; I don't think I'm either. I think both the Comedian and I bring great qualities to the table. I guess I'll let you be the judge.